Listening to: background stuff
Reading: my own notes
Watching: the computer screen
Playing: with the pencil and earphones
Ah shiez I haven't posted any journal entry since my last one~ Guess I have to make a comeback with a ridiculous one.
(why am I sounding like Phelous here?)
Well I told myself not to worry about a lot of things, and quite frankly I can't do that. I'm finishing up my animation so I can get ready to graduate, I want to help out my family so we won't go broke again, I want to go to AX but no badge yet, I still need to learn how to drive but I'm afraid, I want to voice act again but no good mic, my brother needs to learn things on his own but I feel I need to help him understand about certain things in life, job job job, I need to lose weight even though I'm healthy already, and I can't stop coming up with new ideas for characters or more characters for different ideas that I end up making more and more, I want to hurt myself cause I can't make up my own goddamn mind! Sorry. OTL...
That was a rant sorry...my brain has a lot of stuff like music stuck inside me and unnecessary things...that's why I'm writing it down, and I need to go outside but my family annoys me sometimes, I always hang out with them and no one else...my friends are busy, don't want to annoy them :I
*sigh* Good thing I've been watching some new anime that are coming out, why is it a good thing? They make me laugh and feel better, like funny video game reviewers and characters from artists that I tend to watch from time to time~ :> I'm strange that way~ but I'm not telling them. Nope =//=